Sometimes I Wish I Were Neuro-Typical

so when my apartment is ready to be moved into and i have to from hotel to a friends house, i don’t fall to pieces, feeling like i’m in an alien world and nothing works and the constant yammering of unfamiliarity just gets louder and louder.

to be a neuro-typical would mean, i think, that that wouldn’t be such a jarring experience. one where i curl up in the corner of the room and grab my iphone and play a video game because its the only way i know how to cope with a world that doesn’t make sense. i just want to be home.